For the glory of God alone. Thursday, January 1, 2009. New year, new blog. I truly desire for my life to bring praise to the One who gave his life for mine. God is so, so worthy. I want to bring him praise. However, more and more He is showing me that I simply cannot do this. Without Him my sin is filthy, overwhelming, putrid. I am utterly wretched on my own. And so I changed .

Emma, twenty years old, from Sweden and mostly happy. Feel free to ask me whatever you want to know. My blogging technique is staying gone for a while and then posting 20 posts persecond. I swear, you taste like a poem.

Monday, November 7, 2011. However my guilt hit a new level a year ago when our third baby was born nearly three month early. 8220;I am so sorry my love. I was sorry that my body had failed her; that she had to endure more in her first three hours of life than most people do in a lifetime. I felt I had done this to. Perhaps someday I will have some great revelation an.

Living for the Lord in 2011. Friday, April 22, 2011. I am lousy at suffering. But the Lord is calling me to mental suffering right now, the suffering of uncertainty about whether we can reach our dear baby before his counrty shuts down to international adoptions sometime in June. How did Mary endure the passion of Christ? .

Monday, April 2, 2012. Day 36, Return Home. Tuesday, March 27, 2012. Oh well, at least Mark made a tasty dinner. Saturday, March 24, 2012. Thursday, March 22, 2012. Tuesday, March 20, 2012. Everyone seemed to enjoy it, which was nice.